Pretty! Random! Thought

missmayadenise:

So Tia Mowry got fired from The Game? Why…

Times like this I really have to ask God, who is bothered about me…

Just spent a truck load of money in order to pay another truck load of money, to make someone happy. 

As a result, I end up going somewhere i dont want to go, with people i dont want to go with??!?!?!?!

Im just a miserable single, and really need to find some Joy in salvation (proper joy, like buzzing!!) because the thought of always giving and bending to the will of others, never having a shared opinion and never being considered, just because you didnt give birth to yourself is beyond me.

Parents always seem to have a hold on you…

You could never give what i have given…..

The above is the mentality faced with, and I guess I just have to go with it!

Be grateful!!!!

I hear you say!

At least you will have two weeks in the sun of JA!

But when a mission trip to Ghana or travelling alone in China  was the preferred choice, only fed up comes to mind!

The further I travel down this natural nazi road (and I’m pretty much half way down…) the more I’m finding out that this hair mess is a full time job/obsession. I am totally consumed with carrier oils, flexirods, spray bottles and SHEA BUTTER, like it’s out of fashion. YouTube tutorials….. let me tell you, I watch them and even get a fuzzy feeling inside to know that the women (The one’s doing all the yt vids) are as obsessed with their hair as I have become. I mean these women are DEDICATED to the natural hair doctrine weather they have 3a/4a or 4c hair!! 

Im farrrrr gone………I’ve even booked tickets to a natural hair event (to ask more questions and buy more stuff!!), Im mixing my own poisons like the wicked witch of the west!!!!

And with all the hours I am putting into my hair journey, it’s fair to say that the weight quest has taken a nap! Much like natural hair, losing weight will be as successful as your obsession with it, and I only have energy to be obsessed with one thing at a time (sad face.)

I could always go jogging when I DC*?? Why do I wanna make such big changes to myself at once??! I just confuse myself and send a load of cash. ((fed up face))

My mum says I lack a real passion/hobby; I tell her to put my kimmaytube* giovanni leave in mixture down ( as she cakes her hair in it) and step away from my argan oil*! Lol